my adventures of nannying 2 girls 3yrs old and 5 yrs old have given to be a great excitement and challange. and now there is a little boy Declan that i am going to take care of. which makes me very happy.

One day i want to start a family... and the next its a odd idea in my brain. I believe and say that when God is up for giving me a kid then that is when i am ready. cause to be honest i cant make my mind up.

on the other hand... its finally getting comfortable living in the big KU town. The students are coming back this week and im not sure if im ready for the 3AM loud drunk kids waking me up from sweet slumber. but no matter what it will begin soon. i want to make friends with them and its slow but surely but why does it frieghten me so?? i thought i was energetic( like meeting new people)?? i have a fear to overcome i know. Its the fear of standing up to my peers and living my life so they see Christ flow love out of me. Oh God i need a shove out the front door!!!. i feel they have their own agenda. their own friends. thier own lives. but i know they long for a friend to listen,to share good down to earth time.

I love Kevin!! we are going to Canada next weekend to visit Charity!!! happy.happy.happy.